your life, your choices!

Hello.

Its hard to start.
long time no say hi on this page~
Dear December, I've been made more changes into my life.
Hope that will make a better life, ameen.

first.
I resigned from my Job. It's just because I've more reasons. That place that I'd like to job was far.
and my parents want me to resign. I knew that was bad, just because I resigned without any permission! omg-.- waaait waittttt. I've give my letter to head of division on the place that I've worked for. but, he didn't allow me to out-______-
I knew. went out without permission was bad. very bad. Honestly I felt sorry for that:( especially to my partner, sister,my half. Mita. She's very disappointed with my decision. but I hope thats the best way :(
I'm gonna miss you sist :'(

second.
I've a new place to work!
that place is not too far from my house., but my parents allow me to work in the near place, too. so I choose to work in there although I have to adaptation with those conditions.
I've been worked for a week. and everything seems okay.
Bismillah. Hope thats the best for us. me and my parents.

third.
I've been starting over with someone new.
someone that make my life changed!
I never been with someone who had smoke before. and now, I with him. A person who does thing that I hate!
so, does that mean I can do nothing to it? NO.
Someday I will. Just because I hate a cigarette so much-_____-
Someday he will. he'll change for me.
Love will prove it, right ? let the time shows the way. he'll choose me, or a cigarette?
who knows. just let it flow.


okaaaaaaaay
thats some modifications of my life on December 2014.
bismillah.
I hope Alloh swt. always give me the best way. aameen:)

Your life. your choices. your rules.

December 21 2014

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